Hey again pals and pallets!
I am offering more frustration than inspiration this go around. I promise I'll be back to myself after I get it out of my system. Hang in there, babes.
Yes. I'm coming upon a road block. Which happens to be a giant fork. Also known as a fork in the road.
I've been thinking too much! With school nearing it's end, and my heart still in a bazillion pieces, I'm wondering what I should do. Try to get a great career where I have zero time to mess with relationships, or find a career that I love, but still have time to find someone GREAT to settle down with and get a relationship going.
I think I need to be rational. I keep forgetting that I'm 19, not 29, and that love can happen anywhere. My career should be my focus, I need to keep painting and sewing to keep my mind off of my love life, and I need to stop trying to rush things that will probably happen when the age on my driver's license catches up to the age in my mind.
I need to meet new people! Does anyone have any suggestions on where I might find these people? The dance studio I'm taking ballet classes at also offers modern classes, which involves a drummer coming in to play the bongos for the dancers to dance to. One fine hunk of drummer walked down the hall while I was waiting outside of my studio for class to start. The whole event inspired me to possibly take a modern class. I also like arts and crafts, music, coffee, dancing, and talking. I suppose I'm off to find some more classes to take!
Also, I'm looking for a new part time job! I'm ready to go to a place where I can be myself! The restaurant I'm working at now is so the opposite of Austin-esque and I'm just ready to have a purple mullet and a sleeve of tattoos. Okay, a tad extreme maybe, but true to a certain point. I feel like I have to hide who I really am at that place! I'm a strange cookie, oookay? Closed-mindedness is not my style. I'm not a brown hair blend-in-with-the-norm kind of girl. So tired of these "be-someone-you're-not" policies. No, really, that's what the policy book says! Kidding, of course. But really.
Anyway, I'm just ranting at this point. I must sleep. Maybe we (as in I) will have some of these forks figured out by next time!
Until then...
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| you wear that with confidence, girl. |
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| not quite this cut, but you get it. google didn't quite understand what i meant when i said "chicken feathers hair cut" :) |
Lovelove,
-the fickle chicken.
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